Okay thats it . YOU ,YOU ,YOU AND YOU! OFF MY PLANET!

I have  decided that its  about time  I have  made some changes in who I have in my life. After all it is  my choice right.

I have  my friends . I have my family.  I have a  heck of a lot more than other  people have  so I  should be totally at peace  right?   Not  right now I'm not.   After evaluating myself   and  nitpicking this  rather  distracting brain of mine  I find  the  root of most... if not all , of my problems.

I initially trust that people aren't  as selfish , uncaring, or manipulative as they seem.  That  they couldn't possibly  be  aware of their  behavior .  If they were they wouldn't  do the things  they do.

And then I  get pissed off  at the people look back on my experiences  with them .

And I KNOW  better than to be so naive.   

Yet as soon as I  am not angry anymore  I go back   to  trying  to see  the good.

But  you  know  what.   I quit trying.  from here on out  I am no longer   gonna  be the person   people only  come to  when  they need a yes man  cause everyone else   is  smart enough to say no.

I'm  not gonna  be the person  who gets  the backlash and attitude cause  they  think I'm an easy  target.

To my True friends  and  family  who are reading this  nothing  is gonna change :) I'm  still the same old Andi/Brandi that I always  have been.

To all  the others.Game over. I quit .OFF MY PLANET!* :P.

*No I do not think  I own   the planet . Everyone  has their own world of family  ,friends,associates,  ect... and you are no longer welcome. So GTFO.